'It is all fine' at the tip of her tongue when all she feels inside is numb, to pour so much, that she's left empty if only, someone filled her as deftly, It aches too much to confess this pain for somebody to address, To be the dragonslayer, saving them all the one with the sword too needs healing after all, Put up a smile, light their world's so bright when her has crumbled with all its might, She wishes somebody like her in her life Who listens intently, probes out her strife, Being the one initiating to make amends question of her importance significantly ascends, Yet again, she wishes to run and make things right But, if only they too tried?
"One person to another, my eyes drag Watching them intently, Am almost a hawk Should do so mildly Won't let them know, I'm here to gawk To address the one duly Who's been holding me back Fuelling my insecurities I'd find him today ask him to stop Catapulting my miseries Give me peace, let me grow atop How do I find him, the one so vile Who wasted my years Won't stop whispering in my ears I'll revisit again with more enthusiasm Ask him to sit, let's discuss our chasm I lay on the couch eyes adrift The whispers restart, he runs away swift The door is locked, windows shut No one came inside, who whispered but?"
Sometimes it's a silent chaos Casual tete-a-tete feels like a burden, Carrying a conversation is just too excess All that my body demands is to sleep into oblivion, The other times it is a roaring ruckus The concept of shutting up feels alien, Oversharing, overhelping, look like the only ways to form a nexus All that you need to do is nod, smile and cross question And i would serve my life on a platter tied with red ribbons, The rest of the times it is just anger at my action Will I find a middle ground in my doings, Could there be an attenuation? In the verbal diarrhoea that my mouth pukes Or the famished desert that wants a little attention.
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